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Woke up today, I felt the same as I did last night
No one can say that I was brave after the show last night
I’d like to say whats on my mind, and I was just about to
Tell you that, all of your friends around you
Laugh at me and it drives me crazy
And I don’t feel the same, like a different person
I won’t place the blame on a single person
I can’t get mad at what you did last night
Cause last night you did what you had to
And I won’t hold it against you
Even if I tried to
Woke up today, and it was great I lived another day
How can I say I found my way when you left without me
I love to regret my nights around you
Cause when I bend my arms around you
You break them like the thread I hold onto
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A Drink For Two
01:56
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In the last few days I found out a lot of things about myself
Like how many days that I have left until everybody knows I’m dead
And it’s all because of you
I learned a lot about these space probes
They’ll never stop, they’ll never come home
So thanks a lot, I guess I’ll stay here
And send my signal for them to come home
I wait for you, it’s all I can do
A drink for two, I’ll buy it for you
And wait/ I feel lucky to find out
That it’ll always be this way
I wait for you, it’s all I can do
A drink for two, I’ll buy it for you
And wait/ It’s a wonder to meet you
You’re lucky to look this way
(I wish it didn’t have to be this way)
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Fake It Till I Make It
02:15
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I fell asleep on the train last night
And I woke up at your stop
Then I asked myself how’d I end up here
I hate the fact that I’m the only one whose here
It’s just that it was the second time this week
I swear that I was just waking from bad dreams
And everybody who knows it won’t tell me
That I was better off going back to sleep
Look, I’m just saying I see the same things that you see
I don’t talk to the people that I met
I try to find out how long I don’t need sleep
Cause everything is so different from last year
I wish it sounded so simple through my ears
And I can never be peaceful with myself
I’m just another book to back on your self
And now everything is falling straight through my hands
I try to keep it together, I don’t think it matters
I wish that I can call you and we’ll make plans
To hang out in person, I know I’m not perfect
I guess I’ll fake it till I make it
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Alone
04:13
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My heart burns my chest and my arms
I try to be where I belong
My heroes are dead in the ground
And I like that cause I’m always looking down
With my face in my palms
I hide when I’m loosing my mind
And that’s often, it’s just when you’re on my mind
I thought I’d be happy again
And it’s clear that I was wrong again
We want the same things
Alone again
So I just hide here
With my face in my palms
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Basement
02:25
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I was living in the basement
And I could never see outside
I always wondered what it’d feel like
To pack my shit and take it outside
I was living the basement
And I could never see outside
But I was happy in my own way
I’m on a road to recovery
I took my time to get this right
Now all I ever say is bye
I was living in the basement
And I could never see outside
But I was happy in a weird way
I’m on a road to recovery
I always wondered what it feels like
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How Do I Get You Alone?
03:29
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It feels like you’re all I’ve got to hold onto
I put some work into this just to see it through
I just don’t know what to se when I’m alone with you
I wouldn’t wish you the same but are you lonely too?
I don’t expect you to believe me
I always knew you’d put it past me
How could I think that you would stay here alone?
Dead from the start
And now that I’m all I’ve got I can just lay here
Beneath my unmade bed where I hide my fears
Of pushing words through my teeth to get through to you
I wouldn’t wish you the same but are you lonely too?
Last night I made it back to where I try to sleep
Then I looked all round to find my weed
I couldn’t help thinking thoughts of how you sleep
And how I wished that you’d be alone with me
I don’t expect you to believe this
I tried but I can’t pick up the pieces
They’re broken from me, then you leave them alone
Had A Long Year
I don’t want to put pressure on you
But how do you explain the way you left here?
Do you know how hard it is to leave this alone?
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The Low Tier God
04:41
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I hate when people ask me how I feel
Cause I don’t know how to be honest with just about anyone about anything
My dad said protect myself but how can I respect myself when they all make a liar of me?
And I’m tired of me
And I feel like I did that day when you told me I should feel this way
It’s supposed to hurt, like I don’t know how to wake everyday with pain feels like
I know I have myself to blame cause I try to forget my name
You leave me for places I’ve never been and I’ll never go
But I don’t think she minds
If I could just hold her then I’d be stronger
You make feel like it’s wrong for how I feel about it
I know it won’t be long till I see what I don’t want to see
You left me in a place you thought I’d never be
You know, it’s hard
I try to keep calm, I can’t keep calm
I can’t be the low tier god
I won’t be the low tier god
They take me as the low tier god
I feel like I fucked myself
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Sometimes I get to thinking
That I wish my life was a movie
And I can skip through the parts I don’t like
Don’t you think that’d make for such a better life?
But I know that you’re such a reader
Do you still go to sleep in my T-shirts?
You know, I always hated to see you cry
Now the only thing I can admit is I realize that
I always feel like shit
It always ends like this
One day I hope that you will realize how much you changed
I wish I knew that it’d be the last time that I’d see you
I would have told you everything’s cool
It’s not that I played it cool
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New Year's Day
03:36
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Arguments are made for the case that everybody could use a bit of some kind of therapy
Like everyone is just as fucked as me
But I don’t think I need anyone to change the way I feel
Cause I don’t think I’ll make it another year if it’s anything like how it was last year
But we all need a little bit of somebody
But I don’t think that I need anybody else to show me how to be somebody else
I cant even recognize myself
I feel like I’ve become somebody else
I made a resolution to be happy cause I want this year to be different
So here’s to another fucking new year
And I don’t think I’ll get away from this
I don’t think this year will be any different
You made a resolution to be happy but you never felt so neglected
You go and celebrate another new year
And you’re hanging out with all your friends
Cause you know that you’ll get away from this
You know that this year will be different
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Something To Do
02:09
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So all the secrets that you keep
The ones you tell everyone but me
Curiosity won’t know the fear of what I could be told
There’s something to do when I am stoned
It’s just this thing that I do when I’m alone
I get too high to feel this low
I get too drunk to feel this cold
But it’s something to do when I am stoned
I know that you’ve been right here before
I wonder if you’d do it all again with me
There are just so many ways to cut it
As many times as you said you love it
The company you keep, I wonder how they feel about me
Did you tell them I was fucking stoned?
Do they know I like being alone?
I never knew someone could care about the way I fix my hair
It’s something to do when I am stoned
I wonder if I could take you home
I’m sure that we’ll find something to do
It’s alright, tell your friends you’ll never see this boy again
It feels like the world was made for two
I wish it was made for me and you
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Rodeo
04:09
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The road was blocked we had to find a way around it
But I was lost I never wanted them to find me
Are you angry? Can you explain the way you feel today?
It’s all the same, I have to know if you’re behind this
I’ve been reading books again
And I’m getting drunk again
No matter who wins, they will never be able to hold the land
But if you win, you will never have to be alone again
I like it this way, It’s colder than how it felt yesterday
To recoup the loss, I have to sell the things that make me whole
You said you hate this place so when you leave, just leave
Entertain the possibilities of taking company
If they come, they’ll come, please don’t you worry they’re coming for me
It’s so cold outside, please take my jacket it, I won’t let you freeze
How could I believe that they’d be happier when they were on their own again?
Conditioning themselves to believe again
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